Emotional healing leads to Fruitfulness

Emotional healing leads to Fruitfulness

Psalm 56:8 (NLT)
You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.
The year was 387. A small group of Africans were leaving Italy to return to their homeland. Among them were a mother and son. The two had developed a close bond over the years, the mother praying ceaselessly until her son’s conversion, which had occurred the previous year.
Now they were staying in the seaport town of Ostia, awaiting transportation to their home in North Africa. One day as the two were conversing, the mother turned the conversation in a surprising direction. “My son,” she confided, “I no longer find any personal pleasure in a longer life here. I really don’t know why I remain here.
The great hope of my life has been fulfilled.” She went on to tell him that “God has more than answered my prayers since I now see that you have turned your back on worldly values and have dedicated yourself completely to him. So, what am I doing here?”
Within five days, she developed a fever. A few days later, at the age of fifty-six, she was dead. Though the mother accepted her death peacefully, her son did not. “A huge wave of sorrow,” he says, “washed over my heart, a rushing torrent that threatened to pour from me as tears. And yet my eyes were dry, held tight by the stern command of my will.
The tension tore me apart. . . . Like a fool, I was upset because I was human and so affected by the death of a human being.”
Gradually the son was able to express his sorrow, saying, “Finally, alone with you, my God, I was able to weep, to weep about her and for her, to weep about myself and for myself. With relief I was able to let go the tears I had been holding back, letting them flow as fully as they wished, spreading them out as a soft pillow for my heart.
My heart came to peace resting on those velvet tears, tears that were seen by you alone.”
The story of Monica and her famous son Augustine is told in Augustine’s autobiography, Confessions. Through it we discover that even this great man had to learn that peace sometimes comes only through our tears.
Lord, help me to weep freely in your presence when I need to. And let the tears that are seen by you alone help my heart find peace.
Often, we have come to such moments like Augustine did, but we are conflicted by the many things we have been told – crying is for the weak. It is those who don’t have FAITH that cries and it is NOT a man thing to cry.
There is healing that can only occur when you stay true to your emotions and humanity but doing so in knowing and accepting the loving care of your Father. Who sees and cares beyond the loss, the grieve, and the turmoil.
It is of God to be human and to express your emotions truthfully to Him and allow Him to speak tenderly and comfortably to you. For without emotional healing there can’t be fruitfulness.
Shalom,
Apostle Morgan. 

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